[ St. that was more or less planned, in good mood. So it's not risky, as impulsive behavior, double standards. ETC. ]

[ Not always intending that a good job might feel cringe, no matter what. ]

Some idea to it, to the next week. Like trying to, and not doing it, for some reason. Yeah, like being wild on the road and having to adapt to the dominant hypocrisy, mediocrity, conformity.

[...] &Not being that sincere on virginity, sexuality, divorcement, safe sex, party lifestyle, sending moneys. Finding a 'very respectful job' in that company.