One step at a time : Think a little bit about something, then try something that's at least 20% the story, ft. lack of imagination and just the moment... +Moments and moments filled w. banalities, obligations and distractions :-( who cares... All your patience and dedication, and it's just another instant alone with ideas...

Also: standards can be quite paradoxical. So not freaking out, about it. Probably it won't last for a long time, dating this way. Even if it's incredible for minutes. ( Then better find an useful partner later, at least. Not just a pervert. Someone that's boyfriendable and not cuckable x everyone, quoted by unknown friends. ) Making downs into ups ! Outs into ins ! Kisses into rings ! Marriages into happy homes ! Happy homes into offsprings !