Like Fashion would be a struggle again. Even strictly on interesting fantasies, it's difficult to enjoy always the same things, for imagination beyond mechanics.

Consistent variety is æ challenge, to avoid always living the same. Then being obscene with a partner; maybe. Being disgusting? No! Not at all. That's frustrating instead...

As days of uncontrollable desire are rare, and quite often not mutual.

If it's a good piece, but you're not mentally into it, it won't work either. Going crazy, better don't say anything, just feel sexy... A good movie can be a very different things, if you fall in love with the same person... 

Cause when you know what you're after, it's definitely a yes for yourself, without advices and suggestions. Pleasure, instead of campaigning. Playing seduction games all alone, and becoming æ maniac over the hours, as the next chapter is supposed to be the next wonder, in this silly game of hanging loves home; not being accused of 'not playing that part'.