Tea-House p.42

Outta patience playing 'the best romantic moments' of life. Still better than exploring secret desires for sexual affairs, however.

Why doing fashion if you always complain of things that are dreams? 'In your position, I would do things totally different' – she thought to herself.

The only thing she couldn't understand about that matter was why her ideas were never good enough to herself, in the eyes of other people. 

Then she imagined an age lost in times, a dreamland where she would only exist to perform The intrigues of Lady Watercolor. 

Never had any serious understanding of bad words, cynicism, and the dubious values of society. Like being special solely means doing what's expected.

In polite vanities, constantly repeating ideas and clichés that cultured circles appreciate. Nothing more than that. EVER.